Your balls are Mine

Hello everyone, it has been so long since My last post and to be honest I had forgotten about posting until I had a session request from a slave who was flying to the UK and wanted to visit Me. One of the reasons he wanted to visit Me was because one of My blogs had left a lasting impression on him, so I thought I would try and write more often!

So, after a polite and therefore successful application, I headed to the Stockport dungeon for our session. Now as you all may have seen this year, I have been focusing on a lot of ball busting, CBT and CP sessions – why? Because I LOVE them. I only ever do sessions that I feel I will enjoy because I am then sure to give the slave My best and in turn, they will (hopefully) enjoy the session to the max.

I love having slaves visit Me from afar, it is strange sometimes to think that someone will travel that far just to see Me and it is a very special feeling. So My slave in question wanted a severe ball busting session. One of his requests was that I go as hard as I see fit and not to stop even if he begs Me. Now if someone is asking for this type of play, I will ensure they receive it – yes it is a lot about how a person feeling during the session and their comfort but also the memories they can take away with it. So getting that balance right is very important to Me. If you request something and I am happy to do it, you will receive just that!

One of the reasons I love trampling is because I love to leave My impression on a slaves skin (if they are able to have marks) and today I have the perfect heels to walk all over his soft, milky skin. A little jump here and there creates a different feel to just a soft walk, pressing the stiletto heels down, leaving tiny little squares, a perfect reminder that I have been there…

Tying My slave up on the cross, a rope fits snugly around his balls – the perfect toy for Me to use to stretch those cute little balls, to prepare them for what I have in store: ball weights. One weight, two, three, until I reach 8 – he will have to endure the weights as unlike using a parachute which can slip off with the right weight, the rope stays tight, pulling and stretching the balls down.

I have many pairs of SPIKE heels, and I have 2 pairs with Me today which will be used to kick those precious little sacks. Switching between My feet, spiked heels and simple stilettos this slaves balls are put to the test. When will he cry out begging Me to stop? Will I stop? No. he will take what I give him because his balls are MINE and I will do with them as I please.

I left the dungeon feeling exhilarated. slaves get a high and I do too. A feeling of happiness, POWER and above all, thrill. My slave tried his best to please Me and endure what I had planned for him and he did brilliantly – taking just the right amount of pain I would look to dish out on a first meeting. So until next time, here is a little tidbit from My slave who very dutifully wrote a few words about our time together:

“As a long time viewer of brutal ballbusting and CBT videos, i always thought those are fantasies that i can only dream of; just like Hollywood movies, i was sure they are a step removed from reality. After watching many Mistress Courtney’s videos, i finally had the chance to visit Her; i had one thing in mind – can i take some of the punishments in Her videos?

The short answer was yes! Mistress Courtney slowed built up the session and prepared my balls and my mind to take some of the brutal kicks. Mistress Courtney was extremely kind and helped me to preserve the memory with videos, every time i watch, it is like watching brutal ballbusting videos, except that this time i know it is real, and it was wonderful. i now have another goal: to take even more severe beatings from Mistress Courtney, and, perhaps, next time i can be in some of the videos that all of Mistress Courtney fans can watch! (and wonder: is this guy for real?)“

Until next time My followers….

Mistress Courtney xx

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A slaves Essay

One of the tools I use to decide whether or not to consider a slaves application to be more involved in My l.ife as a personal slave, is essay writing. I love looking into a slaves mind, allowing them to be creative and also it gives the slave the opportunity to prove themselves. How do you think Slave ‘A’ did?

‘How I will submit to Mistress Courtney and please her”

Mistress Courtney, you are very special. You are beautiful, you have an amazing voice, and attitude and way of speaking and you are young and full of energy and authority.  I dream to be kissing your beautiful leather boots and being dominated by you at home and in session. I want to buy you gifts that prove my own imagination – not just those on your list. I want to be kept on my toes and be teased and used for Mistress’ fun and advantage but in a sensual way that keeps me super-keen. My dream would be to feel that I am special to Mistress, she likes my attention but that she also wants to dominate me and make me look up to her and struggle/suffer.

There are many ways in which I will submit to you and I hope these will please you.

1. Attitude

One of the most important aspects is attitude. I will at all times adopt an attitude that can be best described as a submissive and allow Mistress to control me. Central to this is that my own feelings and opinions come second to those of Mistress Courtney.  I will please mistress for example by showing a positive, keen to please attitude as mistress teases and denies me and sending sensual gifts to her.  Many slaves see boot worship as a punishment. I would like it to be a reward and a way of showing mistress my romantic side in how thoughtfully I kiss them.

2. Role

My role will be to one of Mistress Courtney’s junior slaves. This will allow Mistress to have fun giving me training opportunities to get myself noticed by impressing her.  The more junior and the prettier the slave boy the more cruelly they are treated by Mistress.

3. Patience

It is my duty to be made to wait for Mistress Courtney and give her the luxury of knowing that I will always wait keenly for Mistress.  It pleases mistress to use this situation to her own ends so that she knows I am always there. I must show Mistress just the right balance of keenness and just the right balance of reserve.

4. Denial

Mistress has a hugely successful and busy lifestyle. As a beautiful Mistress she is greatly in demand. Her best slaves love and crave her yet realise they are just slaves and can never have a normal relationship with her.  They compete with each other for her attention in many ways. I will be no different from this and mistress will expect the same high standards of behaviour and reserve.  It pleases mistress just occasionally to tear up the rules and to give one of her slaves special privileges.  It pleases mistress to bring such slaves back into line and throw them back into her dungeon.  Only those who can maintain a positive attitude and gift Mistress  survive and get noticed again.